that's why i write.

I am writing because:

I want to read my mind
I want to face myself
I want feel am talent
I want take my self's attention
I want to take people's attention
I want to be me
I want to be other one
I want to dream
I want to face my forbidden life
I want to try
I want to laugh
I want to make others laugh
I want to cry
I want sympathy
I want empathy
I want to be wise
I want to face my foolish side
I want to Love (myself and others)
I want to be loved ( by myself and others)
I want to lie
I want to pretend
I want to confess
I want to Tell the truth
I want to Scream
I want to frighten others
I want to feel calm

I want to see
I want to be seen
I want to face my blindness
I want to fly
I want to die
I want to overcome
I want hold on
I want to wish
I want to start
I want to End
I want to smile
I want to see other people's smile
I want to taste my tears
I want to be experienced
I want to Draw
I want to Mask my self
I want be clear
I want to Trust
I want to Think
I want to memorize
I want to be shy
I want to Dare
I want feel childish
I want to Grow Up
I want be sheltered
I want to Live in the Stories
I want to breath
I want to believe
I want peace
I want to feel satisfied
I want to be enlightened
I want to illuminate other's path
I want to talk
I want to have friend
I want to feel
I want and I want and I cannot do all what I want
all i can do now is to search
To Watch
To Feel
To imagine
To Express
and that's how i express
That's why I write.


انا بكتب عشان عايزة أعيش نفسي
عشان عايزة أعيش حياة واحدة تانية
و عايزة ارضي الاتنين
أنا بكتب
سواء بعرف او مبعرفش
هفضل أكتب
عشان لو مكتبتش
مش عارفة إيه ممكن يحصل
بس في اليومين اللي فاتوا
برغم اني مقعدتش غير يومين مكتبش و كتير بقعد اكتر من كدة مكتبش
احساس إني مش هكتب استفزني
استفزني قوي إني اكتب
المدونة دية غريبة قوي
سبحان الله
لسة برضو عايزة دعاء
و لسة برضو حاسة اني عندي Hypoxia
ربنا يهديني

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حكوك الطبع و النشل محفوسة لنعكوشة

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