i cannot go closer
i cannot do my best
i cannot adapt it
i just wanna die
why it's forbidden :((

i don wanna take the next breath
i wanna die before saying goodbye to anybody
cause i don care about anybody
and nobody would be interested to saygoodbye to me
if you don love me i don care if anyone would love me
i really don care
but unfortunately you don't
and i don't deserve your mercy
but i cannot continue without it
send your blessings to me
cause i don wanna live again

i wanted to be better , but seems i've to be always bad
i cannot continueeeeeeeeeeee

come on

can't i die , please

please

i can bear any disaster in my life but not in our relation
please , help me to get closer
please

i cannot withstand this life

anybody would say am a big liar if i said i luv you

but i swear i do

i just cannot do my best

help me to do my best

i hate this life

i hate me because am dipped into it

i wanna sleep
don wanna wake up again

i tried to be good
but am not good

i tried to treat them Good
but it's not my real me , cause am not good

i cannot control my me

she is so string and tricky
am weak
am awful


i've to be burnt out in hell

i donno whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy am doin thisssssssssssssssss

i donno why i cannot controllllllllllll my self

i donno why i cannot be gooood

why i've to be disgusting like this

am fed up with me

please help me Allah

help a poor little tiny girl in ur universe
she is living mesirably because you don't love her
please love me

GO TO HEll MARYAM
just go to hell

am fed up with you